As an introduction, my experience has moved through the arts as an administrator, through the social services field creating a national peer support program and provincial crisis line network, and through the natural building field learning techniques like cob and stackwall ... this 'work' experience is woven into my 'pathwork' experience of deepening my connection to all things while dissolving the illusion of separateness. I am committed to living gently with the earth, totally present.
I attempt to gather and create with the natural world to meet some of my personal needs including medicines, food and toys for my son. One of the ways I choose to complete this circle of receiving from the earth is to create items, art and dialogue that engage and inspire people to deepen their sense of connection with the natural world. In my humble opinion, it seems those engaged in consumption habits that are detrimental are not doing so from a place of 'entitlement' of 'this is my domain to rape and pillage as I see fit', but it is an echo from the numb place of 'disconnection'. When people are sleepwalking through this numbness, art can be a vehicle to awaken them either through shock or through beauty. It is in this way that my path continues, awakening myself and others through acts of compassion and beauty ... through personal experiments in peace and art.
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Nice to hear from you and to be asked about my phd work.
I am writing about a personal practice that involves mindfully inquiring into how I engage in relationship with myself, others and the natural world. My intention is to always engage from a place of love and compassion. In order to do so however, I begin with being aware of what else is there, what other emotions, sensations and behaviours are being triggered in relationship. Being human, I am constantly face to face with my own conditioning about who the other person, or being, is and how I am "meant" to react toward them. This includes how I react to parts of me that I have estranged and or not had access to. So my practice is to pay attention to my thoughts, feelings and to my body's cues and gestures, moment to moment. When I notice that I am experiencing something that feels unloving: unkind, critical, blaming, racist etc..I begin to inquire into why I might be experiencing this. Is it a belief I have inherited from my Jewish culture, for example, of from North American Society?
When I inquire into what is happening, I try become honest with myself. Through this practice I learn so much about who I am and who we all are as human beings. In this way I am able to develop compassion for all beings as I can recognize their "unkindnesses" (from self-denial to envy to prejudice) from having acknowledged my own and where they come from.
Sometimes the practice happens spontaneously in the moment. Through the thoughts and physical sensations in my body I can move into inquiry and find the place of compassion. Other times I practice on the page, though writing in my journal, writing a poem, or a short story. I am also currently developing a character who works through me to find the place of compassion in our experiences of conflict and "mis(s)understanding".
I am curious about what your response is to reading about this practice. I look hearing from you.
ahava